i used to come every day to visit you in the care home and i was so upset to leave you there you had gone from the happy mom to the very sad mom then eventualy i had a heart attack and was taken into hospital myself so i did not see you for 2 weeks mom they were the longest 2 weeks of my life believe me then 2 days after i came home from hospital i had a call from the home saying you had been taken to hosptal you lasted for 2 weeks mom drifting in and out of coma i wish i could have saved you mom i miss you so much and always will i tried my hardest to look after you mom all i ever wanted was for you to be happy but i know you are happy now that you are back with dad once again i know you could not live without him